shalane

2011-10-06T07:07:00.001-07:00

最怕回忆突然翻滚着绞痛着不平息
突然好想你
对不起的确是我很自私的要你等远在越洋的你还好吗？

2011-05-26T03:27:00.000-07:00

THANK GOD AFTER TWO YEARS PLUS OF SUFFERING I FINALLY MOVED ON!

PHEWWWWWW~!! xDDDD

2011-05-23T07:49:00.001-07:00

OOppsss! I m so lazy to blog recently. I think, i will blog more often after finals or when I m free.

Good luck people!

我以为就这样不小心把它还有回忆埋在泥土里

心里想说算了也就这样

不过原来没有它还是回来了

失去的很平静也接受的很平静

太平静我想感觉已不如从前

#53

2011-05-07T09:21:00.000-07:00

I feel so glad that I found you.

The best soul mate in my life xD

Its hurt every time when i argue with you. I know, u feel sad too.

We tried to explain, make things better but we always screwed it up.

I guess its all because of we care too much?

To be frank, I think of giving u up instead of arguing with you every day.

But I know I cant. and I know we can't do it.

We put a lot of efforts to maintain this friendship.

Bad things happened happened and happened. I was wondering why bad things always come to us. Now, I think I know why.

I learnt a lot from the past. U tried ur best to help me. Its all because of me.

I feel so sorry that I can't feel you. I can't get to understand you that well.

But from now onwards I would like to try another way to communicate with you.

Hope thing goes well. xD

All the best to you. and, I will be here with you. xD

#39

2011-04-23T07:17:00.000-07:00

Its finally holiday!

This week is really a horrible week!

Test and assignment, ruined up my life! uhhh...

Gotta rest more, sleep more!

and start prepare for next test, debate and assignment!

Hmm, life is busy, but I enjoy it a lot!

Its holiday and I think, I will miss my friendssss! hmm, cant wait the bbq party wohoo!

yay! I m so in good mood now idk why xD

Since when I always wait for u to online.shit.

#32

2011-04-15T08:17:00.000-07:00

Marketing test was not that bad. Assignment was good i guess. Lunch with mates was great!xD Shutter bas is small. Youtube session with mates was nice! Number plate of 1928 is cool. Dinner was great although the quality very poor!

Overall, I love today! Thumbsss upp day!

Love the smile.

#31

2011-04-14T07:49:00.000-07:00

Umm, I will feel more relax after 1pm tomorrow!

Plan to bring along my laptop and external hard disk with movies and watch in library during the one and a half hour break!

Happy Birthday to Fatty! xD Will blog about the celebration soon!

Met shihui & swye today. omg, i miss them so much!

Should take a rest tomorrow and fight for next week's mid term test and assignment!

Shalane, Go Go GO!!!

#29

2011-04-12T21:58:00.000-07:00

从昨晚11点开始一直做做做到早上六点没有休息结果trial balance有问题挫败懂不懂!

怎么办星期五的marketing Mid Term 星期五的accounting assignment

#28

2011-04-12T03:11:00.000-07:00

I might not be the perfect one but i will try to be a good one.

Thanks for motivated me! xD

3.5 marks, I will work more hard to achieve my goal and beyond u!

Brain Storming is needed tonight. hehehe good job eyh!

No more instilling knowledge without critical thinking.

COME WE FIGHT!

#26

2011-04-10T02:05:00.000-07:00

From now onwards will be a tough tough week for me. How to achieve my goal? Needa work harder and harder, i supposed. two weeks will pass in a blink of eyes right? I hope so.

幸福快乐的是你伤心哭泣的是我

#24

2011-04-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

Got no management tutorial class today. haha! Went to the workshop. I think I m now good in research using Monash databases, electronic searching and so on. A nice workshop indeed. Studied alone in the library. I love that feelings. today is efficient. xD

Umm, I realized that I don't have enough time to prepare everything WELL. I hope I got 48 hours per day.

I feel worry about everything, assignments due date and examsss..How to manage my time WELL? I've been thinking all the way from Monash to Pyramid but i still can't get an idea.

Went to Manhattan Fish Market for dinner with Michelle, Chunwai and Sheryl. Had a blast dinner with laughter all around! haha, feel so relax to be with u all! Sheryl, I love the storyline! Best of luckk! I know how hard it is for u to face everything.

& lastly, thanks for today's red bean ice-cream!

#23

2011-04-07T04:58:00.000-07:00

I cannot manage to balance my accounting!

Oh, accounting assignment, can u love me more?

Today is a happy day! Laughter all around me. oh, I love all my friends!

*
:Omg, I love ur handwriting! sooo niceeeee man!!!

:haha, my maid wrote that.

:Wow! come come come, ask her help me too! especially during the exam.

:My maid say u didnt go lunch with us today. so she dont want help you.

:TT.

I go with u all next week ooookaaayyyy xD

#21

2011-04-05T05:18:00.000-07:00

This week would be tiring!

Next week would be super tiring!

Next Next week would be ok tiring!

Next Next Next week would be super relaxing! xDDD

How i wish its already next next next week once I open my eyes in the next morning!

Stayed until 10 in library last night. Kevin was wondering what am I doing in the library haha! Oh, I was reading and waiting u online for the discussion!

How hard it is to find a friend like him. We actually discussed every assignments until late night. We told each others that we gonna sleep earlier at night and we ended up solving accounting's questions until 3 am and we still got class in next day. But he is too cold and cool for me to melt him. *failed* & He loves cookies idk why.

Life is tiring and hectic enough. But i still manage to laugh out loudly!

See the red scarf! funny man haha.

Yesterday was a very tough day!

How I wish everything goes well.

I seriously got no idea what to do and what I want.

sad case.

#17

2011-04-01T08:32:00.000-07:00

Assignments drive me nuts! Finally can have a beauty sleep tonight! gonna fight again start from tomorrow ;p Umm, I miss spoon feeding day!

Today is april fool! Today is a happy day!

Fooled by my friend. SALTY water omg!

and fooled my friends too! Haha actually they thanked for my salty water xD

SAMAN DAY xD

*visit us at www.aprilfool.com*

Celebrated Jason's birthday today!

Happy Birthday! xD

You pissed me off!

Pls, dont so geh po next time.

Just zip ur mouth. shaaaadap!

#13

2011-03-28T07:51:00.000-07:00

I make new friends in University, another stage in my life.

They are from different world yet I still can cope well with them.

Somehow, I feel so glad to get to know them. They actually helped me a lots in works.

Thanks guys! :D

I make a new friend, super funny.

Do u ever heard people asking :"are u stalking me?"

yeahh he does. xD

I'm still with chong hwa's gang. I heart them :D

I feel so sick now. I think I better go and finish my work and say hiiii to my bed.

Good night :D

#11

2011-03-26T09:58:00.000-07:00

今天很开心我很快乐很享受

但是结局并不是我想要的。

对不起我搞砸了。

#10

2011-03-25T05:27:00.000-07:00

在回家的路上画面突然浮现在脑海中

如果有一天你真的走了怎么办？

答案是我也不知道

#3

2011-03-18T08:54:00.001-07:00

知道么

愧疚不已。

I hate accident.

#1

2011-03-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

踏进空荡无人的屋子今天

百感交集。

心里还有许多的不舍

抬起手和你招手说再见转过身眼泪不禁掉了下来

aunty走过来抚摸着我的头说了声sho mui,假期去找他啊.又是另外一种安慰。好感动!

很不习惯这样的日子。

第一次在学校图书馆留到晚上9点很感谢朋友们一起讨论不然我想应该什么也做不出想不到

谢谢你们填补了我的空虚还有和你们一起学了很多东西谢谢你们愿意分享!

哈哈今天以后又是新的开始!一起加油!

2011-03-15T07:09:00.000-07:00

我舍不得可是时间回不去了

我不知道该怎样形容现在这种感觉

2011-03-14T05:18:00.001-07:00

realized its 14th of march today! realized its 2011 already! realized its two years! and realized everything change.

今天不堪一击

上了大学

2011-03-07T08:09:00.000-08:00

短针指着12 长针指着二

好迟了啊其实好累了就是不愿意去睡觉因为我还有一大堆功课还没做完一大堆东西还没有读

明天九点上课怎么办 TT 很多东西还没有准备

今天已经是开学的第二个星期了

大学生活课业比我想象中差很远很远很繁重

有一点还适应不过来什么都要自己自己找自己想自己做自己印自己交好累啊~~

开心的是学到了很多东西认识很不同的朋友

原来我把一切得失看得太重要原来我太主观

上了大学看到了很多不一样的东西

什么都得靠自己没有人可以帮你的

还有失去了就是失去了或许很后悔但当你往另外一个方面向就会发现其实没有所谓的对与错只是你最后得到了什么。才最重要。

加油吧我！大家加油！

2011-03-02T03:39:00.001-08:00

原来我还会伤心

想哭的冲动 
开始在失去以后 
已经擦干了泪 
为何还有点痛 
  
别担心我  我 会好好过

恭喜恭喜

2011-02-01T03:22:00.000-08:00

2011年的新年-我又长大了!

阿麽说我华人20岁了,哇!很老啊~!到现在人家问我几岁我还是会很快的回答18啊~!哈哈,很不想认老嘛。

2011年的新年-我还是没有男朋友!

所以就是说去那种aunty aunty家拜年他们又有很多东西问liao. sien ==

2011年的新年-猴子没有犯太岁,开心!

就是说妈咪不会讲因为犯太岁所以不可以这个不可以那个.

2011年的新年-突然间又一大堆新衣!

舅舅买，舅母买，爸爸买,妈妈买，表姐买，表姐买，表姐买，自己买好多~！

反正今年的新年我很快乐~！我还蛮期待的~！新的一年，希望我可以更开心更快乐更成熟更美丽更人见人爱~!

恭喜发财！

家庭主妇真难当

2011-01-25T02:46:00.000-08:00

我这位无业游民成天在家无所事事反正闲着也是闲着就动手去整理我家书多到不行的store room.犯了最大的手多罪！

打电话给收旧报纸的uncle，他讲明天早上九点才能到府上收书然后很巧的这个时候找不到朋友帮我没有人得空理我我就自己慢慢搬慢慢搬。

话说在我不懂几年级的时候被同班同学作弄

就是那时很流行的烂游戏班长喊起立的时候后面的男同学就把你的椅子拉掉然后你不注意直接坐下去就会跌到他们就会笑到很开心！

然后很不幸的我班就是有这样的男同学结果我就是其中一个被作弄的很生气因为那时起我的背就受伤了 TT

哈哈我离题了~所以就这样啊我只要一做家务背就会痛到一个不行!更别说像今天这样搬动搬西

我从下午十二点弄到傍晚六点~!

下午2.30 我突然收到uncle的电话说现在他要来收因为明天不得空哇我整个人很慌!因为剩的两大箱我真的搬不动! 不理了打给硕安求救还好他还没有去开会他一脸就很讶异的望着我不相信是我搬的哈哈然后那个uncle来的时候不断的称赞我会做家务很乖 == 我无奈*苦笑*好啦我承认有一点还蛮开心的啦 xD

还好有我妹妹放学后回来帮我终于在六点就gao dim咯~！

现在我的家焕然一新~!

很有成就感哦.唉不过我现在整个人就瘫在沙发上更本不想动!背很痛!然后因为灰尘很多我的脚敏感敏感病又来了!TT so itchy!!

不要怀疑全部是我一个人搬的

呵呵

*我是大力士!*

*credit to Shian*

就是那恐怖的两大箱

谢谢硕安!

shian said I look like a housewife(aunty)

now lagi serious.aiks.

所以说家庭主妇不好当

大扫除我更不喜欢

omg.

我明天还要载妹妹去上学哇谁可以救我!!

Happy CNY~!

2011-01-24T06:41:00.000-08:00

新年快到了! 大家新年快乐 xD

Classmates's gathering in Genting.

2011-01-19T04:08:00.000-08:00

Oppps~Its like finally we went out after had a long long plan. Wohoo, thought there were a tons of unhappy stuffs happened but all were like a puff of vanished smoke, phew byebye.xD

Let's the pictures do the talking lahh~!

*Gong Xi Fa Cai*

Our 1st group pic!

.2nd.

Uhh he is overweight. he waited almost one hour outside. *sobsob*

See, we have fun!

3rd.

Dinosarland is boring yet cool. =]

Mua girls.

& we get all wet after playing this game.

Carmen got all wet she was so cold so I lend her my Jacket.

then, my jacket is wet after that.

So, I couldn't wear it. TT

Thanks boonyi for his jacket xD

Gossip session in Marrybrown, went back to hotel.

& We went to a movie in the middle of night.

Had an awesome night with all my classmates~!!

Our last photo~!

Love ya'll.

be strong

2011-01-14T03:18:00.000-08:00

刚刚看完小姑姑的部落格，真的觉得她很坚强！我不知道夜里吃了安眠药都睡不着的她是怎么样告诉自己另外一个黎明已快来临我无法想象她所承受的化疗有多么的痛多么的难受多么的让人心酸我只知道他很坚强的对抗病魔努力的告诉自己一定要活下来因为有太多太多放不下的人与事才知道原来我今天上了一堂课。

想想我应该要更努力的珍惜眼前的一切

我曾经做错了一个决定它改写了我的一生吧我想当时候我还真的是可以为了某些东西放弃自己的梦想放弃了我曾经的梦

到现在我偶尔还是会这样我想我应该别再把任何一个人看得比自己重要事实就是没有人会把你看得比他自己更重要所以我就是应该对自己更好

所以请你以后

别再左右我的人生我自己选择。

Ielts

2011-01-07T23:55:00.001-08:00

I should work harder for Ielts

instead of keep

DREAMING

Ielts is not that easy. I've no idea how to achieve distinction.

but I will try my best~!

Hope that I can hear a good news from ielts end of this month.

Gotta go people,ciao~!

2011-01-04T21:48:00.000-08:00

繁星依然闪亮明月依旧无言

两个人的角落原来是我一个人的寂寞

不要觉得可悲因为其实也没有很寂寞

我真的相信会是一辈子的好朋友

也许你是真的已经不在意，不过请记得我是真的在乎。

也许是真的好久不见，不过请记得我是真的有想念。

我就是错了我会改，不过请记得给我多一次机会。

才知道许多事情是我自己以为，是我自己想太多。

我把它以为的太美好我把它呵护的太仔细

才知道希望越大失望就越大

2011 is not my year?

2011-01-03T06:16:00.000-08:00

我真的不知道应该怎样

四头不到岸吗？

我希望不。是。

我现在真的很stress!

什么都不能做只能等

我真的不懂要怎样

对不起我不是不在乎不是不在意

有时候我自己也不知道自己怎样搞的

对不起对不起

Wish the biggest slice of happiness and good luck this New Year!

2011-01-01T01:25:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year~!

Have a brand new 2011 people!

哇，2010年一转眼就这样过去了

今年发生了很多很多的事

统考考试考试考试

读书的压力

心事

不开心的事

开心的事快乐的难忘的

都被我一一的记载在脑海里了

“既然改变不了事实那我们就该学着去接受”

谢谢你

谢谢你们

我们一定要keep in touch!

就快要上大学了我好期待好兴奋!!

呵呵

hope that everything in 2011 will be great xD

2010 is a history!

Good bye 2010 & hello 2011!!

迷失

2010-12-27T07:33:00.000-08:00

犹如一头迷途的羔羊

前方的十字路口让我迷失了方向

我到底该向左转还是向右转

Tell me it will be alright.

Tell me not to worry.

Great day!

2010-12-06T19:36:00.000-08:00

Great day with Michelle. xD

We used to have loo mee as our breakfast!
so tasty, thumbs up!
Aww, I miss it lahh hehe.

*driver*

Cam whore girl!

Headed to Mid Valley had our dinner.
Traffic jam*again*!

*in love?!*

This bunny is cute!

Owh. I finally had my nando's!

& my sister says hello! xD

& my best friend shell shell!

I dont know why people said we look alike!

too full.

So, I love nando's.
So, I love to have dinner with shell shell.
So, my sister loves nando's as well i guess?
I'm happy to be with them xD

Happy Gathering! x)

2010-12-05T18:16:00.000-08:00

01 December 2010

Two weeks before 011210 I received an event invitation from Boon Yi.
Wohoo, 5a2'09 gathering!
I was so excited when I received the event invitation.
Miss my beloved ex-classmate so much!

So, I got well-prepared at about 6 p.m.
Owh, it was raining heavily outside as ya know kl sure jam jam jam especially rainy day!
So, my Mr. Driver *aherm* got jam all the way from subang until Jalan Ipoh!
crazy lahh!
He reached here about 7:20p.m then we off to Kepong steamboat xD
Was so excited to meet him wahaha~!
Jam again all the way from Jln Ipoh to Kepong.
His leg wanna patah already because his awesome car is manual one haha godness~

okay, lets picture do the talking!

We used to play like crazy people!

Girls~long time no see. hehe.

Omg!

*love*

My best friend!

I'm so short.*sob sob*

from 5A2 to 6A3

*Girls*

5axiao'09 rocks!

I miss them!

Our econ's teacher William belanja haha.
Big thanks to him xD
Off to Wings cafe with some friends.

Best wishes written xD

Singer of the day?!

A happy day!

with loves,
shalane

Amit's concert.

2010-12-04T08:22:00.000-08:00

4 December 2010

Woots!

I love the shining morning.

I went to Genting*again,ahrem*for Amit's concert.

Its soooooooooo awesome!!

omg, she's the best singer lahh!

Her voice so nice so good oh.

hehe.

Duh, Genting was so crowded of people!

why?

1. Peak season. school holiday mahh.

2. Saturday what. I saw a lot of people walked into casino wow.

3. Amit's concert lohh.

I spent,

two hours for check in.

30 minutes for Amit's ticket collecting.

20 minutes for Genting World Card applying.

pheeps! I've got my own Genting World Card! hehe, its free of charge and next time when I buy concert's tickets, book hotels I will have special discount! tehee.so good hor?

haih. I was not feeling well that day sooooo, I didnt enjoy myself there. sad case.

*family members*

We love cam whore!

*like like!*

My hair looks long here.

After concert. nice group picture!

They headed to ting ting qiong after the concert, few of them went to casino

while I, shalane Gan walked back to my room alone along a crowded road just because I got flu & fever I can't stand anymore!

Wow, they went to Buffet supper too!

so bad lahh I sleep already.

never mind, I wanna keep fit hehe.

Overall, Its quite happy lahh!

with love,

shalane

091210,0054

Awesome Friends!

2010-11-30T08:37:00.000-08:00

Helloooooo~

My blogging mood is back,like finally!

Hope that u guys will enjoy reading and of course I will blog more and more interesting posts!

****

29 nov 2010

30 nov 2010

I went to genting with another 4 sweet pies!

2 days 1 night obviously not enough for us, too bad lahh. We should plan for another trip.=D

Its so memorable to be with them!

See, I got potential to be a "kakak" issit?

Ei u guys know what, "kakak" was one of my ambitions when I was a kid.

( Don't laugh, I'm not kidding.)

Hehe, u know lahh kids always think non-sense.

Oh I'm the one who suggested!

I thought they will reject me cause its too childish but thanks my dear, they agreed!

I love coloring especially with you you you and you!

Our 1st outdoor game.

They are really a bunch of awesome friends!

My life won't be that colorful if I live without them!

(Its true!)

I miss u guys heaps lahh!

I'm sorry, I didn't tell u four that I'm going to leave kl for don't know how many months.

Never mind, different state only. I will go back once I got the chance to.

So u guys don't reject me when I date u out next time ok? hehe.

I put this pic as my phone's wallpaper, so that I can see you four when I press my phone and view it and recall our memories whenever I miss u guys!

See their charming smile which brighten up my life!

*Picture of the day!*

We're going to have our own new life very soon in a year.

so, what I can say is.....

keep in touch okay babes!

Dudes! jump jump jump! Sky is our limit!

We'll never ever end here!

All the best!

with lots of love,

shalane

081210,0127.